emo nemo..

times change, people change.
sometimes, i just wish things could be a little more transparent.
its weird to discover things you never knew;
to notice things you've never noticed before.
even between the closest of friendships (or so you hold this person ever so dearly to your heart), there exists selfishness &competitions; moments of bitching &lame excuses of false assumptions.
where is the love..?

emo nemo.

i hate growing up.

i miss my ayeeba.

vday's gonna be a quiet event this year. ayeeba's not around this year. ame &drea.. hmm.. no interest in it anymore i suppose. my dear amlah will probably be packpackpacking away bcos aussieland's stealing her away the following day; laopo will be spending it with God that evening.
i miss us 4 musketeers. :( it hasnt been this way for quite awhile already.

thanks b. for your understanding year after year, knowing how important my friends and family are to me, hence the sharing of all important days &festivals. this year, for vday, it'll be just you &me. (:

been hooked onto things i can only lust after but might never be able to own. &merely hope that i can find cheapo ripoffs &supposed "inspired" items to cheat myself. haha ;p

hate the humidity. bah.
alrighty back to the workpile.

thankyou for being my dumbo. (: