is it really so hard? i dont get it. now the ones who're supportive have to suffer.
maybe im not worth it. really not worth anything to anyone.
&dont give me false hopes or options. i dont like feeling as if im begging for anything.
its not that hard to take up a little bit of responsibility, to show a little support, to learn something new. we're old enough. attitude's not the way to go.
&neither do i like people fleecing off others. to take for granted that others will pay. to take advantage of other people's kindness towards you. do so &i will not hesitate to stop you. i will not keep quiet abt it.
not happy. at all. :(
on a happier note, i finally got to see jess tonight! i missed you! i'll pass you your yoshi soon! sorry i forgot to bring it tonight. &chryz is back! though i havent seen her yet. soon i hope.
&whoopee! ayeeba's coming back up from down under tmr night! tomorrow's the day i've been looking forward to in the past 2 weeks! so hopefully tmr will be the start of happier things to come. ((:
1st tap rehearsal yday &it was pretty exhausting. i need to tone other parts of my body besides my legs. wanna exchange muscles, anyone? &if anyone knows where to get nice black or white based shorts (plain, striped or polka dots) with suspenders, let me know please! i need it soon soon soon. =x
test week this week. im certainly looking forward to tomorrow night.
i need more choco babies. :(
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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who made u so upset? u were fine when we were talking...
just the usual stuff. you know what i mean. things just got a little crazy, it got a bit too much to swallow, so i cldnt help feeling :'( ish. but i'll be okay afterwhile. (:
i still cant get over your sun bear chow chow story. haha!
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